I feel like I always need to rely on someone. My parents are not an option and never have been for support too.
I am taking anti depressants but still rely heavily on others for help.
I have realized that my friends aren't good for me and I would like to make new ones.
The thought of getting a job right now completely seems impossible.
I don't leave the house very often even though I am so envious of others and their fun
Does anyone have advice or have they been through it? Basically I've been through hell and back and have had the worst possible people around me during these times. My best friend stole my rent money, anything she could get her hands on. Its hard to open up to people anymore!
I want to get out more but how?
The sun can't shine every day :)