Please hold on. Do not do anything to hurt yourself. If you give yourself time, it will past. I have the same thing happen to me and I had to learn to give it some time and I would feel better. Suicide is not the only way to handle things. Its the worst way to handle things. You should never have to feel like its your only way out. There are people who care about
you and are here for you. There are people who want to help you.
National Suicide Hotline
Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
Helpful Web Sites:
Suicide Hotlines (listed by state)
Suicidal.com (includes Suicide Crisis Center and Depression and Suicide)
I hope this helps you some. Try it. Trust me, suicide isnt the answer you want. Things can be happy, but you cant expect to be able to wiggle your nose and things be perfect. I would suggest talking about
it some more. Maybe try counseling if you arent already? Just dont hurt yourself, it really isnt worth it. You mean alot more than that. You are better than that whether you know it or not. So, please, call the number. Talk to someone. Or, call 911. Or go to the hospital. There is no shame in how you are feeling. They would want you to go to them rather than have you hurt yourself. Please let someone know how you are feeling. Suicide is NOT the answer.
"Healing is an energy phenomenon. Hope is another
word for Healing.
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."