Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
I am very concerned about you. Please stop with the "faking it behavior". You are sick and from what I can read here you need help now. You do not have to pretend you are ok as you will eventually have a major meltdown from pretending you are the happy face in the crowd.
Call your Doctor, go to an ER or call a freind to come over and be with you. Call one of the crisis numbers. Yes, sweetie, your therapist is a professional but sometimes we need help before the appointed time scheduled.
Please do not be afraid to seek help. I had a meltdown once and now I speak out when I am getting overwhelmed.......................many warm hugs to you and please stiack with us.
I thought your writing was good too and I like reading dark material as long as I do not suspect it is a cryptic message to us. :)
I just posted to your thread above.
From the recent posts you have been doing much better and I am so happy. You have been offering so much support to me and to others. You are truly making grand progess.
Please know I am here and you are moving on as I knew you would.
This is some pretty awesome writing!
It can really be very inspiring.
It makes me wonder what is happening on the other side of the stormy seas.
I imagine a humble herdsman toiling in the field when he hears a faint cry in the wind.
He rushes back to the stables and musters his kinsmen.
They saddle up, thunder across the grassy vale and then up to the summit of the distant mountain.
From there they see the stormy seas and decide to make camp.
They will start building ships in the morning.
Do you think you can visualize and write this side of the story?
Can you imagine and write how this story unfolds from other possible perspectives?
What does the dark demon and his key represent?
Who does the dark, emaciated woman represent?