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sheryl=jk
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   Posted 8/6/2008 5:15 AM (GMT -7)   
Like so many stories I have read on here, i feel the same way just no motivation despite the meds im on afraid to change them, this has been best combe whic is sad. My husband is angry with me for going to a substitute teacher workshop, one i was  afraid, i realy cant teach, 2 it came on me so quick i forgot, and am i am making excuses, i reapplied fo disability, have not told husband have lawyer that can fight appeals at no charge to you, so im going for it to scared to tell husband he doesnt beleive the pain im in, pin and needles in the legs much of the time, back kilss me, kness hurt just to walk down stair, i have severe arthritis and im only 39, I ha ddd, disc degenerating diseases at an accelrated rate. im scared, i hope the lawyer can get me the disablity of im turned down again. It would be income coming in and maybe husband wouldnt be so mad at,.  Also i need to have a copy of me highschool diploma to show, and i cant find it anywhre. i feel like i am in so many different direcetions, can afford therapy, lat alkone my appts im afraid he he is gonna cut me off do to no money. We have a seprate house he is hoping will be sold, that would be a big relief off his shoulders, right now i feel he hates me, i weight to much, i cant really to much house work with out some help and no one is willing to help so i do the best i can, get laundry done and dishes and vacuum, and that darn near kills me. Im out of oain pills so i cant  take anythhing for it. husband suppose to pick up my presccriton fro zanadlex to help the ithgt muscles surrounding my hips and back.  I just need to vent and get a little feed back, thanks for listening..
 
God Bless,and have a Great Day!!.......Love.....Sheryl
xcema,hypermobile,Chronic Bronchitus,Fatigue,Positive ANAFibro-05--Had surgery on left & right knees 06, Interstial Cystitis-06 Spondlylosis/Disc Degernation Disease severe arthitis lower back -08,implantedInterstim-06 hysterectomy & IBS-06 Arthiritus-04 Depression-04GERDS/ Hiatial hernia -07   Anxiety-07 Gastroparesis-08--Occasional Migraines
 Reglan,Protonix,Prozac,Wellbutrin,Erthomyicin,klonipin,occasional phernergan, loratab, zanaflex  marrried 2 children, 1 with mild autism, Bipolar(8),  Abilify, Buspar, Celexa Son(13) is bipolarw/migraines, Topamax, ZantacGod plz grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference..." Plz help HW to help others by donating: http://www.healingwell.com/donate/


getting by
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   Posted 8/6/2008 7:25 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi Sheryl,

I am sorry that you are going through such a difficult time right now. Hopefully when you get your prescription you will feel better. I think that it is wonderful that you are trying to work, but if you can't, try not to stress too much about it. Just keep pushing for the disability. I know that your husband probably doesn't understand what you are going through. Hopefully in time he will. I am sure that he doesn[t hate you, just struggleing to figure out what is going on with you. Maybe give him some information to read about depression and I know that you have fibro too. It is difficult, but don't give up.

Luv and hugs, Karen...
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sheryl=jk
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   Posted 8/6/2008 7:34 AM (GMT -7)   
Thanks Karen, i just need a little boost of sunlight there to keep me going , im am afraid to sub too never done it, i dont even no if i can. i really im trying for the disabilty, and if denied , my freind has given me a hot shot lawyer who usaully doesnt lose on disablitly appeals, so i am hoping i get it. i still still use a little motivation around the house, i have to seek my comfort and motivation from outers sourses, 2 freinds and HW. ans of coures most of all God. I think I should give him a little more of my burdens....

 
God Bless,and have a Great Day!!.......Love.....Sheryl
xcema,hypermobile,Chronic Bronchitus,Fatigue,Positive ANAFibro-05--Had surgery on left & right knees 06, Interstial Cystitis-06 Spondlylosis/Disc Degernation Disease severe arthitis lower back -08,implantedInterstim-06 hysterectomy & IBS-06 Arthiritus-04 Depression-04GERDS/ Hiatial hernia -07   Anxiety-07 Gastroparesis-08--Occasional Migraines
 Reglan,Protonix,Prozac,Wellbutrin,Erthomyicin,klonipin,occasional phernergan, loratab, zanaflex  marrried 2 children, 1 with mild autism, Bipolar(8),  Abilify, Buspar, Celexa Son(13) is bipolarw/migraines, Topamax, ZantacGod plz grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference..." Plz help HW to help others by donating: http://www.healingwell.com/donate/


stkitt
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   Posted 8/6/2008 5:16 PM (GMT -7)   

sheryl=jk my sweet friend,

I am sorry your feeling down and I think the workshop was a good idea, so there confused

For you I have sunshine on a rainy day................. and you live in the house of the rising sun, you are my sunshine with all the funny jokes you send my way. And of course I wish you seasons in the sun..............

We may both have to move to a southern state. cool

See that lawyer, hun, and get the ball rolling.

Love you
Kitt


 

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sheryl=jk
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   Posted 8/7/2008 8:21 AM (GMT -7)   
Thanks Kitt, I have to get a denial letter first. besides my crealky knees and back that hurts, the biggest disability i have is Interstial Cystis, its very painful, and it keeps me in the bathroom at minimum of 70 + times a day.....
 
God Bless,and have a Great Day!!.......Love.....Sheryl
xcema,hypermobile,Chronic Bronchitus,Fatigue,Positive ANAFibro-05--Had surgery on left & right knees 06, Interstial Cystitis-06 Spondlylosis/Disc Degernation Disease severe arthitis lower back -08,implantedInterstim-06 hysterectomy & IBS-06 Arthiritus-04 Depression-04GERDS/ Hiatial hernia -07   Anxiety-07 Gastroparesis-08--Occasional Migraines
 Reglan,Protonix,Prozac,Wellbutrin,Erthomyicin,klonipin,occasional phernergan, loratab, zanaflex  marrried 2 children, 1 with mild autism, Bipolar(8),  Abilify, Buspar, Celexa Son(13) is bipolarw/migraines, Topamax, ZantacGod plz grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference..." Plz help HW to help others by donating: http://www.healingwell.com/donate/

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