Today is a very bad day!

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songstress
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Date Joined Jul 2005
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   Posted 8/14/2008 11:08 AM (GMT -7)   
I had a doctors appt today at 115pm. I was very anxious about it but relieved to finally be going after waiting 3 weeks, so i could tell her all my symptoms including physical and mental. I have had such an anger problem for the last month that I could only assume its depression, since it sends me into crying/weeping moments and loss of total utter control. (not to mention like 10 other side effects/problems Ive had from my crohns medicines)
 
Then....I get there and they say I have no appt! ***?????? I have been crying ever since. I know I had one, I made one on the phone, put it in my blackberry. I tried to get in sooner a week and half ago because the headaches have been excruciating (all I can think is the stupid idiot took out todays appt when she tried to find me a new one)  I HAVE WAITED 3 WEEKS FOR this appt. I really needed to talk to a doctor. I am an emotional mess, like I feel it hurts to carry on. Why did they do this to me. I got so mad at the lady, she told me to find another doc. Now I have to wait even longer to get help. The headaches are constant, my vision goes everyday, my anger and irritablity are out of control. How much longer can I wait?????
 
I am so mad and so upset....I cant stop crying. WHY? She said i will try and fit you in at 830am tomorrow morning but now that I said she is an idiot (long story), she probably erased me out of that slot too!
 
I feel like no good thing on earth ever happens for me. I am cursed. My life has been cursed for 3 yrs now. I just want to be happy.

Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength

Dx'd w/Crohn's colitis in May05--spread to ileum & small intestine as of April08. Past meds: Imuran, Remicade, TPN, Colozal, Entocort, Flagyl, PamineForte, Cipro, Dicyclomine, Pred, Asacol, Prevacid, and the list goes on. Currently on Humira every 2wks,  Pentasa, Tapering Prednisone now.


faithfully4you
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Date Joined Jan 2007
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   Posted 8/14/2008 12:22 PM (GMT -7)   
Sadsong,
I know how you feel, that is so frustrating!  I get so mad at myself for being so "stupid"!  I know they tell you not to call yourself names but I think to myself, who else did this but me, argh.......
 
Anyway the anger and irratibility is awful too!!!!!
 
Hang in there!
" Treat me like an angel and I'll show you heaven."
french_horn_quee
 
TERESA


getting by
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   Posted 8/14/2008 1:42 PM (GMT -7)   
HI Songstress,

I really hope that your appointment goes well for you tomorrow. I am sure that the doctor will do his/her best to find something for you. I know that it sucks to feel angry all of the time. But believe me, you can get help for that.

Best wishes to you, keep posting

hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


queenbee310
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Date Joined Aug 2008
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   Posted 8/14/2008 2:14 PM (GMT -7)   
That is so annoying. That has happened to me before, I took off work early, went all the way down there, and they looked at me crazy for being there, and there was no record for an appt for me in the system. I really hope that you have that appointment for tmrw and you are able to talk to a doctor.

getting by
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   Posted 8/14/2008 2:59 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Queenbee,

Welcome to healing well. I think that you will find there are a wonderful group of members here. If you would like to we have an introduction thread that you could post on and tell us a little about yourself.

Best wishes and keep posting

hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


faithfully4you
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Date Joined Jan 2007
Total Posts : 870
   Posted 8/15/2008 7:34 AM (GMT -7)   
QB~
Welcome to our forum!!!  Take comfort in knowing that all of us can relate to some degree about the issues in life that people w/o depression can not relate too!!
 
Depression is a tough road and unfortunately sometimes we have to go it alone in the physical sense but HW is always been a saving grace for me and sometimes the only light I have, we are glad you found us!!!!!
" Treat me like an angel and I'll show you heaven."
french_horn_quee
 
TERESA

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