I am sorry you are going through this time.................I would agree and strongly suggest you need to see your physician.
You said in your post you love your husband madly and yet something caused you to consider an affair.
There are some things you can do to decide if you are in the wrong relationship and if you need to get out.
Has your partner cheated on you? For some people this is unforgivable. If your partner has cheated on you you need to decide if you will be able to forgive him or not.
Please keep talking to us and know we don't judge, we support you.
Be kind to yourself.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
Thanks, everyone. No my husband has never cheated on me. The almost fling i knew, deep down, wasnt going to happen. He was(is)20 years younger than me, one of my kids teachers, and has worked part time at our country club for 8 yrs as a bar tender. It was just the attention from someone so young and handsome that was a high. I sort of started it but he is a good guy and we both agreed it was wrong because we both think my husband is a good guy. It was close tho only one time, the opportunity was there but i said no, and it was the best thing we could have done, or not done i should say. I am the type who needs some sort of drama event in my life or i get bored, whether its having a baby and being a new mom, cosmetic surgery, or attention from someone young enough to be my son. My husband adores me and i him. He knows i enjoy mens attention and he is fine with it. As much as he likes this guy tho, he would NOT have been fine with that. Now this guy and i are buddies, since we both know we will never gettogether. The sexual tension is gone. And that is the only time i even so much as entertained the thought of cheating on my husband. I think approaching 50 and menopause has alot to do with my moods. I was on medication for depression when my first husband committed suicide and in therapy for awhile till i remarried. Life has been good for me, tho i do have a child who is bipolar(hes 25) and a recovering addict. Its no wonder tho since he lost his dad so tragically. he is doing well now tho.
I am busy with my kids lives, sports and meetings, and volunteering, but not too busy, which is how i like it.
Thanks for the support.