Good Morning, this is Kitt. I agree you have not had a good life lately and I am so very, very sorry at the death of your daughter. I have lost a son so I know the pain of losing a child.
You may want to check out this forum on SIDS:
Also you could join a grief support meeting. Here is where you can find info on Compassionate Friends. http://www.compassionatefriends.org/To the best of my knowledge there are groups in every state.
I believe your depression is about the losses in your life and you have had a major loss with the death of your daughter.
Do you have a clergy person that you could talk with? Sometimes they can help you with finding some funding for Therapy.
Again, you have my deepest sympathy.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
I too am so sorry for the loss of your daughter. You have been through a lot and the people on this forum will help you. You mentioned you were in the army. Is there any chance that you have benefits as a veteran even though you were discharged? I would think you would be eligible for some type of veteran's benefits. I could be wrong but it would be worth a try to see if they can help. Again the people here are always around to help you through a tough time and always willing to answer your posts and give you comfort. Take good care of yourself.