I am sorry that you are going through a rough time. Refresh my memory, are you in therapy or on any meds?
What do you mean by your 16 now and you don't get a second chance? Are you speaking of school?
I am glad you met one friend but please do branch out and try to make some other friends. One person cannot be the only one to count on and call friend. IMHO you need to work on building your self esteem. Please don't worry about the number or the other people. Concentrate on you and how you can grow from this experience.
Your self-esteem is the way you look at yourself. In order to be happy you need to like yourself. If you believe that you are not OK, or if you are constantly putting yourself down, you are more likely to feel depressed, anxious or miserable than someone who has a positive view of themselves.
Turn those thoughts around and believe you are a wonderful and capable person.
Know we are here and we care for you.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*