i have never felt so low in my whole life. I hate myself so much. i'm not very good at school, i hate my family, i hate my friends, i hate school, i hate my job and i just lost the only chance i had to be in an actual relationship with a guy im in love with.
ive decided im not going to therapy anymore because there's no point. i sit there and i can't bring myself to talk. its a waste of time. my family irritates me to no extent and i just cry all the time because i hate everything. i realize i have to make some big changes in my life, and that's really scary. ive never felt so confused and helpless and hopeless before. i feel like i dont deserve anything or anyone.
i can't bring myself to be happy and to enjoy the things i have in life. sometimes, a lot of times, i have bad thoughts.
how can i get out of this rut? how can i just talk to people normally to fix things?
-Daily Migraine Headaches-
"Tell them to look up. Tell them to remember the stars."