Thats the thing with my sister and Dad... the only time my dad will sit down and have a chat with me is if something is worrying him about me... and my sister never speaks to me at all... I could ask her as many times as I like and I will just get laughed at in my face... my sister is the type of girl who doesn't talk to family what so ever... thats what her (boy)friend are for... she doesn't need to talk to my dad and I and even if I asked her to listen... she would just sit texting on her phone... that is why so many time I have just given up, cut my self (for 3 years after mum died), running away to find a way to kill myself... because I know for a fact that I can't cope with it any more!!!!! Not having a boyfriend, or friends to talk to... any just getting into arguments with my Dad anytime we DO talk... because I will go to say something and he will but in half way through (and vise versa) I just can't cope anymore!
No... you weren't making it worse before and I would love to stay and chat but I kinda have a dentist appointment now to get a tooth removed lol... and I can't always get online... my dad hates me being online all the time but I guess I can try whe I get back (better than talking and making my mouth sore ) anyway... I will try and get on again tonight... I used to do swimming before mum got ill and died (93rd fastest in the country in about 2002 I think *ages 11 to 12 of course*) but I have been saying for years I want to go back... I guess this is a reason to do it! anyway... better go before dad starts again!
Oh... and thanks so much... I have noticed that on all of the topics I have started, you have always put something possitive in and put a smile on my face (its really aprechiated *however its spelt! thanks again x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x