I am with you! Please try not to worry too much about today, or any time. Maybe you will find later today that you in fact can make a decision or have motivation, but if you keep saying too yourself you won't, you won't indeed. Or, as mister Ford put's it:
Whether you think you can, or you can't, you are usually right.
Can you do that, keeping an open mind towards the future, not a coloured one full of thoughts you are having now? It is hard, but it is worth trying.
And if today you can't get anything done, it is ok as well. Maybe you can write something here if that will make you feel better.
I hope to see you in chat today, and all the best!
Acceptance is the key
The World is but a reflection. Smile, and it will smile back.
Try to keep smiling! :)