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trying2getby
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   Posted 11/23/2008 4:45 PM (GMT -7)   
i hurt somebody that i truly cherish. it is a terrible day in my life. your prayers and support are most needed.
 
eli

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   Posted 11/23/2008 5:09 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Eli,

Did you want to talk about it? It sounds like you are experiencing remorse. I am so sorry. But you learned from it and you probably will be farther ahead from the issue. I hope that you feel better soon. I will be on for a while if you need to talk.

Hugs, Karen
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trying2getby
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   Posted 11/23/2008 5:21 PM (GMT -7)   
i went into a rage last night, and i was totally out of it, i half didnt know what i was doing, yes i am feeling remorseful. what i did i think is unforgivable. it has made my depression worse, as now i truly feel that i am undeserving of anything. i feel like such a bad person. i know these thoughts are wrong. but i can't shake them off. i am lost in a daze today. i don't know what to think or do or feel.

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   Posted 11/23/2008 5:34 PM (GMT -7)   

Hey  there,

This is Kitt. You wentin to a rage and hurt someone.........I hope you mean verbally.  OK so now what are your going to do about it to make things better.

Of course if you did something wrong then it feels like you owe them an apology and ask for forgiveness.  You must remember people can forgive wrong doings but they may not be able to forget them.

Are you able to tell us what sent you into a rage?

If you can talk about it and get it out on the table then you should feel better.  We are not here to judge you.

Take care my friend

Kitt


 

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trying2getby
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   Posted 11/23/2008 5:38 PM (GMT -7)   
i hurt the person emotionally. and this is a person i would not even think of hurting in any way at all. i am ashamed to ask for forgiveness, as i feel totally undeserving of it. i will attribute some of the rage to the remeron. i did go to the crisis center and have an emergency appt with a pdoc early tom am. but i am just in such a dark pit right now, without seeing any light. my body feels really heavy. :( i am sorry for being vague, i am not ready to go into much detail right now, but i do as always appreciate your input.

eli

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   Posted 11/23/2008 5:56 PM (GMT -7)   
After you get things settled down, if this person is really important to you, I would apologize. They might not understand that the medication set you off and think that you don't care about them. But take care of you first. Try to relax. Things will get better.

Hugs, Karen
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Aurora60
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   Posted 11/23/2008 9:05 PM (GMT -7)   

Dear Eli,  I am so sorry to hear about your situation.  Of course it does help to talk about it but only if you are ready.  I am sure your friend would be willing to forgive you especially if you explain the circumstances and apologize in a meaningful and gracious way.  I still don't know you too well yet but you do seem to me to be a very thoughtful and kind person.  And you seem to want others to like you.  The first person you need to forgive is yourself.  Sometimes things happen that turn out not to be in our control.  So talk to your dr. and see if this med is right for you.  Maybe you need to change meds or go slower or go up higher - I don't know.  But all things can be resolved and you must have faith in yourself.  Please post tomorrow so we know how you are and remember everyone here cares so much about you.  I will keep you in my prayers.

Gentle hugs,

Aurora

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