This is Kitt. You wentin to a rage and hurt someone.........I hope you mean verbally. OK so now what are your going to do about it to make things better.
Of course if you did something wrong then it feels like you owe them an apology and ask for forgiveness. You must remember people can forgive wrong doings but they may not be able to forget them.
Are you able to tell us what sent you into a rage?
If you can talk about it and get it out on the table then you should feel better. We are not here to judge you.
Take care my friend
Kitt, Co-Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
Dear Eli, I am so sorry to hear about your situation. Of course it does help to talk about it but only if you are ready. I am sure your friend would be willing to forgive you especially if you explain the circumstances and apologize in a meaningful and gracious way. I still don't know you too well yet but you do seem to me to be a very thoughtful and kind person. And you seem to want others to like you. The first person you need to forgive is yourself. Sometimes things happen that turn out not to be in our control. So talk to your dr. and see if this med is right for you. Maybe you need to change meds or go slower or go up higher - I don't know. But all things can be resolved and you must have faith in yourself. Please post tomorrow so we know how you are and remember everyone here cares so much about you. I will keep you in my prayers.