Sometimes I get very discouraged with life. I try to catch up on bills still haunting me from my divorice by working 2 jobs, put my car in storage and only ride my motorcycle cause it is easy on gas, and disconnected cable and home phone service. Really only use the cell phone anyway. So, go to storage to get the car and it has been impounded by the police as an abondoned vehicle cause the tags were expired. Spent all last night getting it out of hock and then go to start it the battery is dead. AAA came and towed it to mechanics after I put a new battery in it and it still wouln't start. Worked on it til 1:30 AM last night and worried about
it all night so didn't sleep and up at 6:00 to try again. Finally called AAA at 9:00 cause I didn't know what else to do. Went online to get the tags for it and it needs emissions testing so I can't renew online. Combine this with as close to a hostile work environment as it can legally get without crossing the line. Depression crash in April, which crawling in my hole only caused the bills to back up more. Worried about
job and finances only keeps me up at night (5 hours sleep even on ambien CR). Just feeling low. Won't go into how nuerotic my therapist said I am thinking lately. Anyway, yesterday was one heck of a week. Thanks for letting me vent. Hope you each have a good Holiday season.
We can respond to irritation with a smile instead of scowl, or by giving warm praise instead of icy indifference. By our being understanding instead of abrupt, others, in turn, may decide to hold on a little longer rather than to give way. Love, patience, and meekness can be just as contagious as rudeness and crudeness.
RandyPlease allow HealingWell to continue helping others by donating: http://www.healingwell.com/donate/Dx'd with Crohn's at age 12. Symptoms since age 5, RLS, Depression, Anxiety, and down right feel yucky some days.
Learning to live with this Disease rather than be its victim after 36 years.