No offense to anyone, especially the forum moderators because you guys are great, but I really don't know why I come on here anymore. I guess it's ok if people read this or don't, respond to it or don't, but i also guess it's ok for me to just vent it out here.
I'm not quite sure what to do anymore. I know I've mentioned this before, but I can't understand the relationship I have with my counselor. It's been going great most of the time, but lately I feel that they just don't care about me anymore. I feel rushed in appointments and I feel more and more uncomfortable to speak my mind.
I feel like i'm a burden on them and I feel like they're obligated to care about me, even though they really don't.
I'm not sure if I'm going to continue going back, as much as that hurts for me to say because I truly love and admire them but I just feel that there's nothing here. It's the worst feeling in the world to not feel loved. My family/friends don't support me...now I'm sensing that my therapist doesn't anymore either. So I'm alone now.
I just wish I could feel some kind of real emotion or feel like I can move on with my life and put this behind but its too important for me not to.
"Tell them to look up. Tell them to remember the stars."