I sadly know that there are a lot of people out there struggling too but thanks for the support. At least I know that I'm on my way to getting better right? I have to try and look at that way. While my sons in care, I will get the time to myself but will also make any appts on those days, like counseling....the intake....meds...etc....I'm happy too that I've made the decision to do this again, I just really need to keep treading and I don't care if I'm on meds the rest of my life.....I have to get better to live my life the way I need to and want to.
I do want you to know that I am very proud of you for getting the arrangements made and that tomorrow is your day. This day is for you. You first step toward working through your problems with a professional. You will learn many things and remember go at your own pace.
We all falter from time to time, never beat yourself up but just get back at it......................kick any stinkin thinkin to the curb.
Kitt, Co-Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
Thanks for your support.....My appt went very well today.....I knew about 15min into it that this was different.....I felt like I was heard and understood and not left hanging....My treatment plan will consist of counseling with cognitive therapy and meds....I will know about the Dr's appt for meds tomorrow hopefully I won't have to wait too long but I'm on the road.....I think that going to my boyfriends brothers is all in all good for me and especially my son......So I will just have to try and make something of it.....But thanks for understanding snowflake.....It's hard to be out of your relm.....My son starts tomorrow....I will feel soo guilty leaving him even though I know he will be ok.....He really needs this....Even though I have my own needs that will be met...I'm still a mom! Hopefully it won't last long and before I know it I'll be feeling comfortable......
I'm happy about getting this started and I'll get a break from my son tomorrow....Thanks for being here for me!!
This is something that is going to be good for you. I know it is hard to leave your son as the mother instinct is strong but know your helping both of you. Bless you