Kitt, Co-Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
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Thank you all for encouraging me and giving me support. Right now I am still fighting to control my bad feelings and my grief for my friend who passed. He was a neighbor for 31 yrs and his wife divorced him and kept him from his child. I know he was very ill with many, many health issues but I just feel so bad. I know there is no time limit on grief so I will just cry when I have to. I am hoping that the coming new year will bring me some peace of mind and hopefully a job. It is so hard when you are always worrying about finances. When I go to the grocery store I always check prices and then I buy whatever is the cheapest. Just once I would like to find a good loaf of bread that doesn't cost almost $4. There are so many things I never do anymore as I am afraid to spend any money. I did go to a movie yesterday and it was wonderful, first showing was only $3 a ticket. I went by myself but that was OK. I was able to escape my problems for a couple of hours. I am praying that my health stays on an even keel this year so I can get these stinkin dr bills over with and not have to go back to any of them. I am really having a pity party aren't I. I am going to see my therapist next Tues. and she always has a way of helping me and making things seem better. She even reduced my fee. I wish all of my HW friends a happy and healthy New Year. Maybe we can all make some good progress.