I understand and validate your feelings. I lost my Mother when I was 18 months old to a car crash, my Father to pancreatic cancer, my son to a car crash, my nephew to a car crash and my godchild to suicide........my oldest sister died in Nov of 2007 on Thanksgiving Day and now my only sister has ovarian cancer............so sweetie this is a trigger for me. If I let my mind drift toward all the sorrow I will be one big puddle.
I understand your pain.
Kitt, Co-Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
Christi, I don't have much advice, as I just recently lost a friend of 35 years. As others said there is no time limit on grieving. My only suggestion is to go online and look for a group called Compassionate Friends. They are grief counselors and may have advice online that can help you. or you could get their phone# and call to see if they have a support group near you. I know the pain you are going through. My Grandma died in 1963 but I still miss her terribly. She was so wonderful to me. I hope you can start to feel a little better soon.