I can't even figure this out anymore.
I am so disappointed with my mother, its unbelieveable.
Im not trying to be rude to her, or ignorant or anything. I cooperate as much as I can and I always inconvenience myself for others. Thats fine.
My mom could not care less about me. She doesn't care that I have no money to go back to school....in two days....
She doesn't support my going to therapy.
Everytime I ask to go somewhere or do something which isnt even that often, she just grunts and complains and gets frusterated. I just feel like a bother and an annoyance. Whatta nice daughter?
I really don't know anymore. I think I should just tell my father, but I have no idea cause I know he'll explode. I try so hard to be a good daughter, I really do. Im 20 yrs old but I have no freedom or independence.
I can't talk to her, she just blows up at me. And she also complains saying she's trying soo hard not to lose her mind. Well, look at me. Im IN therapy and actually putting effort into repairing broken relationships and taking care of myself. But when your mother doesnt show any love its very, very hard.
Shoudl I tell my father? He'll freak out, I know. But maybe if he knows whats going on, my mother will stop doing what shes doing.