Hello there and I am sorry you are feeling so bad but from what you posted I am seeing a bit of attitude and the forums are here for people looking for help and support as well as willing to give help and support.
A couple of your comments struck me as your feeling neglected by the members and by your therapist. There is always your regular physician or the numbers Karen posted.
"If they dont answer;then I guess I can take the hint."
"For those of you who actually took the time to read my posts(which i slike 2 people...) thanks."
There are 63,832 registered members on HW, please take into consideration we are trying to get to people and help them asap but the people you are posting to have problems or they would not be posting here either.
This is not a chat room but a forum.
I have been through alot of the same as you and it happens over and over in your life that you wonder why me, why does this happen and why do my friends just walk away? This is common at your age and at mine too. You need to believe in you and know you are a good person. Work on your self esteem and don't assume you did anything wrong.
I do not understand why people leave but I do know that I will continue to move on through life because this is my life and there are good things out there everyday.
Look for your good things.................we all have them.
Take care and know we are here for you and all the members of HealingWell.