Remember that anger is not wrong as it is a normal human emotion. We are born with the ability to feel anger.
There are times when we should get angry and stand up for our rights or the rights of others who cannot do it for themselves.
It is when this anger is not controlled that we get into trouble so please don’t let your anger consume you.
I am happy that you learned your lesson and also that you didn't get any more sick than you did. That isn't the answer. The meds you take also take weeks to actually help you so taking a bunch at once is only going to make you sick. I am so happy that you realized it wasn't the answer.
It does sound like you are feeling a little better anyway, and I am happy for that. I am sorry that your mom and dad aren't that affectionate. Maybe in time they will realize that they need to be. And I am sorry that your little brother is so sad, but happy that you were able to be there for him. I am sure that it helped him a lot.
I am not giving you too much credit, you are an amazing young lady and you deserve compliments.
Try not to let your mom's lack of affection get to you. I am sure that she loves you dearly. Just doesn't know how to show it. Just know that you are a kind and loving person, and when you have children, you will be able to show it. You are fortunate to have that ability. Not everybody does as you can see.
I hope that this day is going better. Take care my friend and have a wonderful evening.
Luv and hugs, Karen
I wont be specific, but I didnt take Lyrica and Paxil...I took some other stuff, trust me, they were things that would take almost immediate affect. I didnt get sick until a few hours later. Im still feeling bad from it. I was so sleepy yesterday that I was wanting to sleep during school, but didnt. I went to sleep right after school and I didnt hear a thing...I woke up twice between then and this morning. So, I got like 14 hours of sleep. I still dont feel so great... (but its ok, its my own fault)
But, anyways, its nothing I can change so... we'll just leave it at that I suppose. School is just crazy. I feel like I have so much and I try SO hard. I work my butt off all the time. And its the most important thing to me and...I work very hard at school, its important, but thats all. I know good things come to those who are patient. But, I havent caught my break yet I guess....
So, I have felt pretty emotionless the past 2 days. Im just going step by step right now. I cant think about the future, it really gets to me. I just cant think ahead like that. I have to stay right here in this minute or bad things happen.
Thanks for the support. Its been pretty hard. Im really trying not to think much. Thinking gets me into trouble. Im trying to just imagine happy things! Happy Things! Its going okay...and listening to inspiring music. That also helps. So thanks