You have a lot going on right now....things that would make most people sad. You have moved to a new small town, you haven't made friends yet, you are home with your young child 10 hours a day, the inconsiderate attitude of your friend etc. etc.
Could you get out a bit even taking your child with you? Are there classes in your town for moms with young children? What about church...you could meet people your age there.
My heart goes out to you. It's difficult being lonely! I do understand, at least in part.
I would love to welcome you to the forum. You truly have come to a good place with lots of wonderful people. Everybody here is so kind and understanding. I am so happy that you are here.
It sounds like your hormones are going crazy. So I think that a lot of your problem is coming from that. I think that will settle down and soon you will get your emotions under control.
I am sorry to hear about your stepmom brainwashing your step sister. Hopefully you can get through to her that you really do care about her. How much younger is she than you? Is there anyway that you could spend time together without your stepmother around? Maybe that way you could really get to know eachother.
I am also sorry about your friend. I wonder though if she is just overwhelmed and a little scared with her pregnancy. Maybe that is why she talks about herself so much. Some people are sort of self centered and that sounds like the case. She sounds a little imature also. But she will learn to care about how others feel eventually. I think especially after she has the baby. I hope so anyway.
Don't feel guilty about posting, your problems are just as important as the next person's. We all have feelings. And we all could use some feedback now and then.
I hope that this is finding you haveing a better day. Take care and keep posting.
Welcome to HealingWell and the Depression Forum.I am sorry you are feeling so lonely and I understand that feeling as I have been there many times. I am Kitt and I am hoping to get to know you better.
I just wanted to wish you a good Friday and I am off to work but will be back this afternoon and will post to you then.
Gentle Hugs to you