Post Edited (wishdreamhope) : 2/26/2009 11:15:58 AM (GMT-7)
Wish, try not to be so hard on yourself, these things happen sometimes & I'm sure that you SO will see that aswell! Hopefully!! lol! Could you maybe look after other people's children whilst looking after your own? Just an idea.
You sound so down on yourself right now! Try not to be - focus on the positives
Post Edited (wishdreamhope) : 2/26/2009 3:07:15 PM (GMT-7)
Oh sweetie, it is ok. You made the right decision. If they cannot tell you about the hours, pay or the position why would you feel bad for saying "No thank you" The part time job I have I went to orientation etc and through all that time I was never told what the hourly wage was. I finally asked.......dah, how slow am I ?
You are not a failure and you did go to the interview. Every interview you go to helps you feel more comfortable so consider that as experience.
I had to pay for my own back ground check for this current position..............use to be the company paid for all.
Keep remembering that you are one awesome person and keep you eyes and ears open for another position that might fit your needs.
Post Edited (stkitt) : 2/27/2009 8:31:27 AM (GMT-7)
I am so glad you are not beating yourself up and feeling ok with your decision. We are the toughest critics when it comes to looking at our own actions. Others love us for who we are.
Gentle hugs to you and know you are cared for here in this special place.Kitt