Hi there dazey,
Youre right, you're not alone, and you definately aren't alone in feeling how you are. You remind me of someone I know, with the things you're posting. You're not letting people down by feeling down. Never think you are.
I don't usually post in this forum, I'm not that good with words. But I just wanted to let you know that you have come to a very supportive website, with some lovely people, and I hope you can continue to post and find the support you need here.
Everyone feels down at some point in their lives, no matter what kind of person they are, you can get through this, I am sure of it.
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Diagnosed with: Cystic Fibrosis, Asthma, ABPA, Clinical Depression, Mild Liver Cirrohsis, Mild Osteopenia, Erythema Nodosum. Waiting for final diagnosis on Muscular Dystrophy type symptoms.
Medication: Creon 10,000, Vitamins A,D+E, Serevent, Salbutamol, Paracetamol, Ondansetron, Nefopam, Ursodeoxycholic Acid, Lofepramine, Slow-Sodium, Azithromycin, Ciprofloxacin, Omeprazole, Tobi Ineb, Fresubin Liquid Feed, Skandishakes. I use PEP device as my physio.
Had a Port-a-cath fitted on chest wall since Nov 05
Sometimes, I feel that I should go and play with the thunder - then I get scared and run away.