Please, I just need someone to talk, someone to tell me something. Im having an attack right now and everythings not what its supposed to be. Im not me. Trouble breathing. Crying. Im freaking out here. Im all jittery and I just cant handle it. I think Im surrendering. I need to. To someone. Anyone. I cant hold all these feelings in.. When I put my hands over my mouth, I scream so loud, it all comes out and I cant control it. All the pain and suffering I have inside is rupturing. What do I do. Im so tired of everything. Of even trying. I cant. I just know I cant. But, I can.
I had to write this. Im stuck in my room here and I was freaking out, I had to talk to someone. Even if no one replies. I had to get this out some... thanks.
EDIT: You know, that took me 10 minutes to write, as your latest post wasn't there when I started typing Christi. I'm getting slower lol