Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 3/6/2009 6:37:36 AM (GMT-7)
Welcome to HealingWell and the Depression. I am sorry for the edit but in accordance with our rules I had to take out some of your post but I do believe the content is intact. :)
I would like to see you talk with your Mother and discuss your feelings and issues with her. She is a nurse and should be able to understand what your going through and help you find some professional help.
You are not a bad person, and with help I think you will begin to understand more about depression and how it works.
You would benefit greatly from seeing your physician and getting a dx so you know if you truly have depresssion or perhaps something else medical is going on.
Please keep talking to us and remember we do not judge here, we just offer support and caring.