hi adrock. i too have had similiar experiences with relationships. thanx for your honesty and bravery for seeking assistance. it is important that you have good supports around you. and that you feel comfortable telling people how you are really feeling. talking to the community is a great step forward. another good step is to talk with your g.p. as he or she may know you well enough to provide you with information that may seem simple but really helpful.
in terms of yourself, you are a human being, with experiences as we all have. you are you and i hope that you adrock find solace.
kindest of regards.
Welcome to HealingWell and the Depression forum. I just wanted to stop in an welcome you to our wonderful community. You will find the members here warm and caring and very knowledgable.
Please do stick with us and know we care.
Again a warm welcome.Kitt
I want to thank you so much for maping my exact life out to a T! I could not have said it better exactly how I feel about myself in regaurds to relationships, and while yes some have been bad, the one I still kick myself about is the one that got away because of my fear of comittment at the time. This was a 5 year, college sweetheart who was my world and my fear of commitment pushed me away from her. I think every day how different my life would have been if I would have known now what I failed to realize then, and I hate myself for it and I cannot look past it. If I could be with anyone in the world it would be her, and she knows it. I just cannot beleive that someone can feel the exact same way you do about your life as I do mine! I knew I came onto this site for a reason