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Moonman--I'm not gonna tell you what to do or what not to do but I can relate to your feelings. I thought I had no reason to go on, I disliked the people I work with and I felt that I would be forever in a job I hated. I was constantly dreaming about being creative, but I never could finish the projects I started or had anything go right. On top of that My wife and best friend of 11+ years told me she didn't have feelings for me anymore. I was frustrated and at the lowset point of my life. But a friend reminded me that God said He knew me before I was born and that He had a plan for my life. I knew that I needed to trust God and not worry about things I really had no control over anyway. As I tried getting to know how God wanted me to live my life by looking at other peoples needs and helping them the best I could, I started feeling less like a failure. My life is still a mess right now but I have seen a few bright spots. I actually have finally finished a couple of songs and performed them at a local open mic. " The LORD is close to those who are broken hearted " Psalm 34:18 Please Moonman keep talking and searching!!!