You are precious to god/creator of this world. it is darn hard to get up when everything has gone to water. i will send love and compassion to you via the universe. you are a human being with abilities special to you. you alike the rest of us are on this earth for a reason. by posting your situation you have made contact with the universe. if i can help in anyway i am here for you. things do get better.
from jamiee via the universe to you.
I know you don't want to hear about meds etc but the CBT really works if you have not tried it. The tough thing about depression is you really have to work hard at fighting back.
You are a truly special person and the world is better off because you live and serve within it.
Just believe in yourself as we believe in you. Now dry the tears and talk to yourself, reminding yourself that hey, you are a great person and you are extremely important to all of us.
I cried a lot too. i am now on Zoloft and it has helped so much.
i know the feeling of just wanting to cry all day!
Meds do take that feeling away.
remember you are not alone!!