I belong to another site that is also in our resources here so I will post a link for you to explore.
The Top Internet Sources for Addictions by Pschy Central:
Did you look at the resources I posted for you, also are you in therapy as the forum should never be used to replace therapy?
Remember NEVER rely on information or opinions exchanged via the forums or chat rooms to replace necessary, personal consultation(s) with qualified health or medical professionals to meet your individual health or medical needs.
I just want you to be able to get the help you need.
Do eamil me if your have any questions re my post.