hi metipi, i am jamiee, male, 37. firstly welcome to the community.
you are possibly at a crossroads in your life. please be assured that everyone in there life time will experience a similar situation. it sounds like you need to find you. if you are able, i would recommend meditation and maybe journaling. sometimes getting the things you want out of life in written form helps. sometimes less is more, yes do the things that stimulate you. it is a good sign that your mind and body and heart are yearning for something. thanx for your courage and posting your sitauation.
remain positive metipi, you are a unique individual of this earth with special abilities only you have. keep posting.
blessings 2 u. jamiee
iddm, endogenous depression, severe borderline personality disorder, hormone deficiency, diabetic nuropathy, (feet) and some bits and peices.
Karen is right about the mentioning of God. To add to her comments the rules read:
metipi: I am sorry to hear that you are having such a difficult time. I would definately follow the recommendations that others have posted. But one thing you said reminded me of myself and the first job I had about 20 years ago. Like you I felt I wasn't doing well at my job. And some of the tasks were more mundane than that of my coworkers. I struggled greatly with this job and ultimately it was not meant to be for me. But that was just me. This could be very different for you. I have some questions for you and maybe if you replied back with the answers perhaps I could help you better.
First, how long have you been at this job?
Second, have you had any performance reviews yet? Or has your boss provided you with any kind of feedback?
Third, how is your relationship with your coworkers? Do you or have you ever needed assistance from them?
Last, are there any positives about your job that you would like to share?
...........write back and I will do all that I can to help you in this area. You are not alone.