i feel that your emotions are stemed from situational responses. your boss seems to want to control you so that this person can push you to whatever this person wants out of you. the anxiety/depression may well be that, that you may have anxiety and depression. i am not familiar with the drug you posted. however i wish you well, and send compassion to you. me, at one stage i cried, more balled for 3 years straight, i still cry every now and then, life is hard, and esp when you are worried about your employment. keep well and keep posting. we are here for you.