Thanks so much for your replies Raniah and Kitt. I may have some PTSD and I am seeing my therapist soon so we will try to work through this. Isn't is strange though that my son seems to be doing OK especially since he just drove 275 miles and in a rental car. I think if I work at it and use my relaxation techniques and keep up with my therapist I will get better. Because the truth is I am not really depressed so much as just stressed out from everything. And Raniah, your suggestion is a good one about the driving. I once worked with a CBT therapist and what we did for the therapy was drive for the hour with me driving on busy streets and the highway. So I will see what I can do. Maybe just driving around with a friend in the car will help as money is very tight and I have to worry about my expenses. I appreciate your very thoughful answers.