Heej there Love!
Feel free to say whatever you want to say. It can be such a great relief to just write down everything that is bugging you, hit the submit button, and be done with it. Because there are a lot of men and women in this world that love you, and care for you. They are all around you, but if they don't know that there is anything wrong with you, they might not show their care.
You sound like a very loving mother, maybe you forget yourself? You and your happiness are just as important as that of everyone, so care for yourself as well. I don't know what brings you joy, but when you've done something, compliment yourself for it. Grab some time for yourself and do something you enjoy. That might help.
Take care Love, and all the very best!
Acceptance is the key
The World is but a reflection. Smile, and it will smile back.
Try to keep smiling! :)