Sounds like things have been upsetting to you, and that can cause built up emotion. It is not abnormal to cry even in a guy, so do not worry that it is. My husband gets the same worries as you, that I am going to leave him. I don't know where it comes from, maybe because I spend a lot of time with depression myself, and he somehow panics thinking it's because of him. An insecurity that I'm going to leave him makes him feel this way.
Is there anyhting that could have made you worry about
your gf, have you had an argument that you can't forget? Sometimes something like an argument playing on your mind for a while, can make you think your partners going to leave, when really they haven't even give it a thought.
Trying to find the trigger to you feeling this way, is probably the first step to working out how to make you feel more secure.
I hope things feel better for you soon.
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Sometimes, I feel that I should go and play with the thunder - then I get scared and run away.