Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 4/5/2009 6:39:52 AM (GMT-6)
i read your post, it run out in the end but i get the picture. first u need to contact psych services in your state & country if you are feeling like harming yourself. i feel you have a lot on your plate, with uni, home life, etc. i feel that at your age you have and are expereincing a lot of pain, mental, physical. the issues with taking drus and alcohol is very worrying, alcohol is a depressant, combined with cannabis is a bad combo. the other stuff-yeah i have been there & some ok. please seek support, you may need to be out of the environment you are in. this i feel. i would talk about my expereinces, but i can't because of the community rules. just let me say, you are still young, your life is just beginning, you are worthy my friend, you are unique & and have insight, otherwise u would not be seeking help.
please talk to the community, i am in australia, time difference and stuff, i am frantically typing and tears are flowing, yeah i am male, 37, and been down roads that i am trying to avoid you taking. please seek help, please, i will be up 4 awhile, please post, vent, but please call your hosp if you feel you are at harm. jamiee.
hey tamothi, what options due you have? glad that u are safe. i really think that some counselling would benefit you. if home is too toxic maybe being somewhere less stressfull for a short time may be benefical. money, heck, can't help, i know that there is good stuff on the web, hey community, for those in tamothis state/country can you suggest anything.
if you have telephone counselling services i would strongly recommend calling them. speaking to your doctor is something i highly recommend also, in terms of treatment options, and other possibilities. the more honest u are with your doc the better help you will receive. yeah hard, keep busy when feeling like you are at harm, read, play music, poetry, etc.
keep posting the community, we care okay!
I welcomed you in the A & P forum but want to take the opportunity to welcome you to the Depression Forum also.
I see you have already received some great support. I am glad you feel comfortable in letting out your feelings here in HW.
I would just like to add that after reading your post in depth, I feel like you know your problem is linked to your use of drugs and alcohol and you have chosen this way of coping verses sticking with the Antidepressant medication. IMHO you really need a physician to work with you to help you get through your problems and they are multiple. We are here to support you but we are not professionals. In no way would we judge you as everyone makes mistakes.
Please do seek professional help.
Again keep talking to us.
Post Edited (stkitt) : 4/5/2009 6:53:52 AM (GMT-6)