Good Morning todd,
I am wondering how your sister is doing, are you still worrying about her?
Re your work, perhaps through your freelancing you will find an opportunity for a permanent position. Always be networking these days as others really do listen and you never know when someone will call you with info about a position that is open.
Making decisions is often tough when you have depression as you find yourself doubting your decisions. I have found that making a decision and living with it works best for me. I also do give myself permission to change my mind. If I take a position and I find it really is not working for me after giving it a fair chance then I will allow myself to say " I made a mistake" and start looking for solutions to my problem.
It feels to me like you are really floundering right now so try to break down your issues into small tasks. Deal with one thing at a time and go slowly.........one step in front of the other.
Take care and keep talking to us. We are here to help you.
Post Edited (Akram) : 5/9/2009 12:23:30 PM (GMT-6)