Well, I went to therapy on Friday and it went okay. I actually stayed for 2 1/2 hours... yea its supposed to be a 1 hour session. Luckily, I choose her last slot for the day so we end up going longer than we are supposed to!
Well, it was just going on like usual, until I mentioned an incident that had happened the previous week and she got really serious. She said that made her worried and that she didnt realize that I was that bad. So, I think it finally clicked with her. She made me sign a thing saying that I would be okay. If I didnt, she was going to put me on watch... I dont know. But, I signed it.
Then, GET THIS, she said maybe my parents should come. We laughed about it for a while cause I said they wouldnt... but I said okay and that night I had to tell my parents that they are taking my place for the next session! Lets just say....they werent too happy about that AT all! So, my parents are going to therapy! lol She is going to tell me everything they say so we can figure out just how much they do/dont know about me. In an attempt to fix things at home...which COULD make me better, but... just a theory.
So, it will be very interesting to see my parents go to therapy. I cant wait to find out what they say. I just hope things go okay. I graduate on May 29th and I cant wait at all... I can NOT wait to graduate. So... hopefully things will be okay until then. And then I am going on vacation to the beach so, I need some relaxing time. And I am supposed to have a psych evaluation June 4 and most likely recieve new meds, most likely a mood stabilizer and a new anti-depressent. So... we'll see how things go..
Lyrica(15 months on, but now officially off of it!) and Paxil(about 6+- months)
Fibromyalgia, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks-currently in therapy
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."