Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 6/1/2009 7:40:39 AM (GMT-6)
You have some responses to your post in A & P.
Sometimes I feel how you feel, paranoid about my relationship - however you shouldn't judge your boyfriend based on previous relationships, Everyone is different. Judge him by what you know about him and how he has treated you.
However also I don't think your relationship should be so sonsuming the way that yours sounds, I think you need to develop your own identity outside your relationship and be independant. 6 weeks is such a short time to be thinking things such as -" I couldn't take it if I did loose him 100% for good! It would be like loosing mum all over again and I can't cope with that... even just the thought of it!!! " I think you need to learn to be yourself and love yourself more, i feel that your falling in love with someone that you hardly know!
but thats just my opinion I guess, not meaning to be harsh.
Glad to read your positive post and to know you are going to work on your own feelings first before you venture out into the world of romance again.
I think you will do fine and you have my support.