you may feel that no one cares about you or no one understands, but baby everyone does. you know how much i love you, i may not show it all the time, but i would do anything for you. i couldn't imagine my life without you. you were my best friend growing up. i know it's my fault that we aren't as close as we used to be. i'm older than you and maturing faster than you are. i'm sorry that you think it would be better if you weren't around, but honestly babe if you weren't around i don't know what i would do.
i understand what you're going through, i'm going through it all too. you see how i am now..definitely not the little girl i used to be. & i know you aren't the little boy you used to be, but if you stay motivated and have hope you can be that little boy again..if not that little boy, a stronger, happier man.
remember you're still a kid buddy, don't try to grow up too fast-it puts you in bad places sometimes..look at me and how bad i got because i tried growing up too fast. try to enjoy life & remember to always have hope.. you can't get anywhere in life without it.
i love you always.
-your big sissy <3