Welcome to HealingWell and the Depression Forum. I am glad you took a chance on posting your feelings here. Sometimes just putting it down in words helps lighten your burden.
Please do not feel hopeless and like a loser. The economy is tough right now but don't you give up, there are jobs out there so do venture out and pound the pavements and keep going back. It may not be the job you dreamed of today but you will find something to help you pay your bills and to keep on going until things turn around and they will.
Try to keep busy in your off hours, when you are sitting worrying.................get out an exercise, do something you like to do, and do turn to friends including your boyfriend for help.
If you feel you need to, do see you PCP to discuss your feelings of depression.
Coming here and talking to the other members is a great way of finding support. We know where your coming from and what your going through.
Take care and stick with us.
Post Edited (Frances_2008) : 6/9/2009 10:06:33 PM (GMT-6)
I edited your post per Rule # 1. I rephrased to allow the message to come through. :)