welcome to the forrum worryfreak, yeah I think you should consider counseling, or talk to anyone that can help, a profesional is better. maybe a school counseler? or you can try group therapy. doesn't sound you have serius issues so I don't think you need to take meds right now, but that's prabably a decision that should be taken by a doctor. you should really consider asking your parents so that you can get profesional help , before things get worse, like you said your boyfriend feels you are suffering and it is a threat to your relationship right now, so you have to consider the options that are out there, before things become worse right?
also I would advice you to try
opening up to your mum about
things, and not hide what's happening with your life from her, tell her your sorry about
before but you want to get closer to her, maybe she will like that idea.
well good luck to you whatever you decide, offcourse we are for you to offer our support, but we are not profesionals, but we can hear you and listen, and give you our compashion and some tips. take care! may good things happen to you!
Former Addict of Online Video Games ( MMORPGs ) , Sober since April 6th 2008
Diagnosed with Major Depression since 2002