Go back to your doctor and write down every symptom/side effect that you are dealing with right now. Have you ever looked at doing CBT? it can really clear your mind of negative thoughts and allow you to live the life you so deserve to live.
Keep us posted, hang in there,
I was on Cymbalta for over a year and my dose ranged from 30 mgs to as high as 120mg per day at one point. Of course 120mg knocked me right to the floor literally as I became extremely dizzy and my BP dropped.
My Pdoc really pushed this med on me as I was on 90 mg for a long time but I finally decided I had given it a fair chance and I was still having frquent episodes of crying and feeling upset so I decided I want to try going without an AD per se'. I ma not 8 weeks off Cymbalta and I do believe I am doing better. I still take the Trazodone 100mg at bed time and Buspar daily for the anxiety but I am not on one of the SNRIs anymore.
I do agree to give it a fair chance. Cymbalta has been a good drug for many but just not for me. :)
You know I am here for you and remember you are a very worthy person who works hard at overcoming a very tough disorder. Be proud of who you are my young friend.