Is there a counselor at your school that you can talk with? I think it would really be great if you could talk with your parents, or one of them and tell them how your feeling. It is very common to feel down so you are not alone my young friend.
Please know we are here for you fully and unconditionally. Would you consider seeing your family physician for a depression screening ? Anything you talk with your physician about is confidential. There is no shame in having depression but I do understand your worries on how your peers at school would react.
You have been very brave in coming here and posting your fears and concerns. This tells me you are looking for help so keep on talking with us.
I know this is hard for you, however, I am glad you are at the point of thinking about how to tell your parents.
They need to know that you feel depressed. Be very straight with them and tell them the truth about what you have been experiencing. Be honest with them. There is no other better way to tell them. I do not know your parents but I cannot imagine they would be mad at you for telling them the truth about how you feel. I am sure they would be more upset if they knew that you were suffering and you did not tell them about it so they could help you. My advice is to be honest and straight forward, tell them about the depression you have been experiencing the past few months and that you would like to get help.
Please do keep talking with us as we are here for you.
Gentle Hugs to you,
im sorry i havnt posted in the past cupple of days but i have been really tired
ok i tryed to tell my mom(its easyer to talk to her) but i chickened out i felt it wasnt the right time and she might be upset idk i really want some one to know i almost told my friend but i just couldnt thinking of what she might think of me if i told her
i dont know i feel like if i tell my life will be so different like maybe my parents wont belive mme or theyll worrie over me way too much
You have to make a decision and go with it. You either keep all your emotions bottled up inside you and close out people who may be able to help you or you share with the people you trust.
Pick one and just do it, don't over think all the what if's?
If your waiting for perfect timing, there is never a perfect time. (((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))