well, last fri i seen my lady at my local venue. it was a good night, talked much. i decided to talk about
the notes that were given to me from her mother. i asked are any from you, no was the reply. i got to nasty notes from her mother, and one was clearly from my so called lady. i can only see her once a week, and not at my venue on a fri night, otherwise i will be visited. and it said don't you understand plain english. so regardless if i am to continue this indifferent relationship i can not go to local venue, a place i have been going to for 10 plus years, well the heck with that. until, or if she, my lady wants to have a full and real relationship, of her own, and until then i am not going to enable this indifferent circumstance, i am hurting enough!! i cleaned my house for 12 hrs last night due to anxiety. i will not conform to her mothers whims, she has no hold over me, except that i love her daughter. i am not having a relationship anyways, as this is beyond a joke!! so, from now on i am going to give this madness a rest, sick of being sick due to this moters hate towards me and towards men in general!! jamie.
Hey Jamie, I took out a couple of words but your post is intact. :)
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