First of all I am sorry you are feeling so stressed out. Are you in therapy? Do you have friends you can talk to or call to be with you and share your feelings?
I know the CBT Online is posted often, have you worked through the program?
Perhaps you need a change in your medication.
E couch is another free online therapy you can work from home. Here is the link:
Mornings have always been my hard times too. I have really fought hard to bring them under control. Many mornings I used to wake up and the tears would start before I even got out of bed as I did not know what to do with myself or my day.
Now I wake up and I usually give myself permission to come here and check in on all and hopefully I am able to give someone encouragement or just acknowledge their fears and the problems they are having. It helps me to help others.
Having a very casual job helped me during the school year and I do look forward to doing that again in September. It gave me a purpose and added meaning to my life.
I have you in my prayers so stay strong and keep on working on healing. Remember you are always a work in progress.