Thanks.. Im very anxious for tomorrow to come.. I am pretty nervous and scared about
what he is going to say. Obviously the Cymbalta has been bad for me. I would assume that he would want me to stop taking it rather than just adding somthing to it. Im not sure what he is going to do because Im actually very worried about
everything that has happened. Anxiety overload. I still havent been eating. When I try to eat, it tastes horrible and after eating I feel sick. My instinct is to throw up and I'll feel better. If I dont, I feel really sick and my stomach will only start hurting more until I eventually start throwing up anyways so... Im not really sure what to do because I dont want to eat at all. Its kind of scary...
Im also starting to worry about
liver damage. I was readin side effects from the medicine that can also be side effects of liver problems. And this has been something I have worried about
before and since I dont know for sure.. Im pretty worried about
the unknown. I have been having quite a few of those symptoms, the only problem is distinguishing which symptoms come from what.
Im very uneasy about
the appt tomorrow, but I am looking forward to it more than anything. Im trying not to expect so much and just let things happen because I always end up feeling let down and like I should have done more. Im going to try my best to best explain everything in detail and voice my concerns to him the best way possible and see what happens. I just want the best and make sure that I am okay and get past this..
Please, wish me the best and I will try my best to keep you guys informed, thanks for all the support.
Lyrica (15 months-quit Feb. 09), Paxil (10 months-quit 6-4-09), Started Cymbalta 6-6-09(horrible effects on me), Rozerem, Melatonin Fibromyalgia, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks-currently in therapy-new pdoc-possible Borderline Personality Disorder...
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to
forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"