Glad to hear an update on you and your sounding good. I am very happy for you. What an amazing person you are.
Just stay in the moment and remember it is all we ever really have.
Hey Jamie It's Gem!
No matter what you are at peace about, peaceful is a good thing. My Dr. upped my Celexa a little bit and it has made all the difference in the world. A couple of weeks ago I thought I was going to lose it I was so miserable. But this week has been quite different and it feels good not to feel bad. Isn't it theraputic to putter and work around the house? It really does me alot of good. Over the 4th I worked in the yard and it looked so nice when I (we, me and my husband) finished. Since I have been so down for so long, I did not realize all the things that I had "let go." I just did not have the energy or motivation to do anything but go to work come home eat and go to bed. Now I am starting to feel like doing the things I use to enjoy. There was a point that I thought I would never feel like this again. I am so delighted. I also poured all alcohol in the house down the drain, mineral water is just fine with me!
Have a great day my constant source of support.
Jamiee, You sound really strong and doing well. I was glad to read your post. Feeling at peace is a good place to be. As far as your lady friend, if you feel you need a cooling off period then you should do it. It may be the best thing for both of you. I know how hard this must be as you love her and she you. I have seen first hand how hard a relationship can be as I went through all this with my son. He has chosen as you know to end his relationship, but that is the best for him. One thing to keep in mind is that trust in a person is one of the most important things in building a stable relationship. You need to get all problems wiped off the slate before you can make a real committment. I wish you the best of luck and I am glad you are busy and well. Take good care of yourself. Always here for you.