i hope someone can help me with this one. i don't know what's going on.
this all started back in may of 2009. my close friends just had a brand new baby boy that came in to the world. they're my official 2nd family.
i've seen baby collyn at least once before this dream i had.
a week or two after collyn was born i had this really bad dream with the him in it i had dreamed i was in the hospital room visiting and seeing the baby for the first time. my friends paul, amy and bridget were all together in the hospital room. we were all celebrating with the new baby. bridget (the mother) handed collyn over to me hold. i was sittin' down with him... just as i began to hold him, this force came in the room. to me it was a blue spiral mist, then this bright beam of light in the middle of the spiral came in the middle of the spiral grabbed collyn from me and took him away. now, i remember paul, amy and bridget did'nt see this force that i was seeing, they continued to celebrate. collyn vanished from my arms and i woke up. my heart was really racing, this dream i had really scared me.
i told them about
the dream i had, they just not to worry about
it, it was just a dream. i just feel like, whatever this force was did'nt want me in the room or near the baby. like i was'nt needed.
there are certain days now after this dream i had, i just feel let down. sometimes i feel like someone beating me. here just recently i've been having problems with my thyroid gland, just had benign cists on them, also did have a panic attack a couple of weeks ago. i've just have'nt been myself since this dream. just feel my spirit is lost! i have lost some weight to. everything's just been happening since the dream. even as i type this i feel like i've been beatin' with a sledge hammer. i don't have any problem with my work place.
my friends are good religious people, they are helping me cope with this. they know i feel lost right now.
so, what do you think is wrong? i think it's just all in my head...but i don't think so.
i love this baby so much...i'll be darned if anything bad happened to him!
please let me know
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