Post Edited (Deadbees) : 7/13/2009 11:19:01 AM (GMT-6)
I know you posted to Karen but I have been following your thread and I feel it's time for your to take a giant step back and reassess this romance, or what's left of it.
It is crucial that you understand how important it is that a person's words and actions match.
She may tell you she loves you occasionally and under pressure, but her actions prove otherwise. What you have described is a romance that's going nowhere positive. What you have is the loss of a dream but I do believe in you and I hope that you will seek counseling.
Please take care of youself first as you must be your own best friend. I wish you peace and happiness. I do see hope for you in the future.
Take care and keep on talking to the members here in the forum.