Okay.. I am normal..well I consider myself to be. I am 34 yrs old, married with a 6 yrs old son. I am in the Army...Infantry at that...Have to stay on active duty for 2-3 yrs after every 2-3 yrs. I get leave for 2 months at most.
My problem is that I cannot understand what is going wrong with my life..... its my family..wife to be precise...Actually I got married very early...at 23 yrs of age and I was unable to provide for her emotional needs... didnot stand by her in most crisis... Before you start thinking on the wrong tracks, let me tell you that It is me only who is to blame...
I had a very sheltered life till I went to the academy..never had any friends...close ones atleast. Most of them used to shun me because of my goofiness...somewhere down the line, I got the idea that nothing can affect me. From there on I was just passing the time, being a loner and a bookworm.
But today, I am standing at a juncture in my life where I consider myself to be failure......In personal life, professional life and life in general.... I am on leave till mid september and then I go back to active duty... No internet...No phones.... a really remote and backward place....Please help me
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